give me the courage

Sunday, October 26, 2008 at10:04 PM

sometimes it feels as if i'm wearing a mask
i can't see clearly what is ahead of me
i fall.

take the pain away

Saturday, October 25, 2008 at11:11 PM

i just realise that silence had a sound
it grew so loud that it became deafening
such that i even had to cover my ears
it gets louder and louder
drowning my screams
somebody, break the silence

this is damn scary la plsssss

Friday, October 24, 2008 at6:58 PM

heyhey peepsss!!
im finally blogging!!
although sch has started, im feeling very lazy nowadays
must be suffering from post school holidaes syndromeee
that explains why im still in holidae mood!!
haha!
=DD
shall post a short post nowww

was super late for jap lec today!!
cause i left the house at 1 when lec starts at 1 too!!
and when i reached lt 21, it was alr 1.15!!>.<
OMG!
ahaha
the whole lt was packed with ppl!!
the lecturer is suzuki yayoi! =DD
i tink she is damn cutee
if onli my tutor was her too!!!
halfway through the lec,
there was one slide of the powerpoint which goes sthing like that

PLEASE drop this cds if
you know some jap language
:
:
hahhahaa
and i was thinking like isnt it a bit ttooo late for me to drop this sub now when i have bought all the materials??LOL
then the guy next to me whom i dun noe was like talking to his fren very LOUDLY
"pls la who would be so stupid to take this cds if he/she knows some jap liao??"
then i was like wth
fine watever, im dumb=.=

yupp, went bloghopping for a little while
and i saw my pae fren's blog
(took me damn long to find out whether shes rly my pae fren-.-)
to my horror i saw this
Bumped into Denise on the streets, she looked so different from the last time I saw her.
i was stunned for a little while
omgomgomg
is it me??
omg there couldn be another denise right??
HAHa!!
OMG
she still rmbs me!!!
i tot i was long erased from her memory
OMG!!!
i paused for a while still horrified,if it was me, why didn she call me??
damnn shock la plsss to see my name there
HAHAH

i have been reading her blog for quite some time alr
and not wanting to be recognise,
i posted comments on her blog as anonymous
i wrote the last time " i am someone you probably know"
and now she actually rmbs me!!
OMG
the world is damn small la pls
ahh!!!

omg i tink i better calm down
and i better open my eyes bigger the next time i go shopping
hu knows, i might see someone i know!!

LOL..ttfn!=DD

Saturday, October 18, 2008 at11:47 PM


LOOK PEEPSS!! isnt this cooL!!! my com!!!IM TALKING TO L!!!! OMG~YAY

stupid com!!! so slowww..urghhh

Friday, October 17, 2008 at12:11 PM

hey peeepsss
long time no see bloggieee

firstly, i shall blog abt 121008!!!
the day before chalet!!
my kazoku and i went to watch 20 century boyss!!!
damn niceee!!!
at first we wanted to watch connected but the movie timings were not favourable
yuupp!~
if u were looking for a
good jap movie
u shld seriously consider this moviee!!!
although a little exaggerated

this movie is overall well plotted with some disturbing scenes (e.g the mask tt friend wears sure gives me the shivers)hahah..

BUT still feel that DEATH NOTE 1 AND 2 stil reigns NUMBUH 1!!!!!
YAY!!!
=DDD
hahah!!
although the plot was quite good overall the ending sucks !!
it ends with a 'to be continued' -_-
wth !!!! and at the end of the movie u can see on top of everybody's head there is a question mark ..=.=
ahahah!!
(not literally DUH)
anyway, here's some pictures of the movie(don worry i am unable to find the pic of the disturbing mask!!)




kenji kun!!!!!!

ahah!!


next day was chalet day!!!!


131008


my sis went to our jap class first at 8 o clock


we were pretty shock at our class mates practically all of them are much much older than us!!!


alot of auntiesss except one p6 girl(i tink) who keeps smsing during class-_-


although the teacher himself is pretty nice, hes super chiong hey la pls!!!!


after tt my father sent me to the chalet!!!


to my HORROR the chalet was located in this super ulu place!!


heng my father sent me there, or i ll defintely freak out la pls!!!


furthermore, its located near old changi hosp!!


not tt i am superstitous or wat , just tt its rly scary =XXX

yuup,so chalet was pretty fun!! but so few ppl turn up D=

our room is the biggest i guess and the most spacious too but theres a lot of creepy crawlies in the chalet.. !!

we played heart attack and it was FUN!! xinyi keeps winning!
and halfway during the chalet, xinyi told me something super funny!!!=XX

hahah!!andand we slept at 4.30(??) after eating our macdelivery as we super tireddd..zz

then we took a bus home at 9.45 in the morning..by then i was alr like half asleep...

but surprisingly when i got home, i couldn slp even when i tried to..-_-"""

here are two of the many many photos we took.. =DD



hamu if u see ur pic here don be alarmedd!!!!hahah..XINYI trying to act cuteeee..hhaha.jkjk!!! this was not any candid shot, she actually posed for this pic!!! not bad arr..LOL!
AMANDA!!~seee all super high !!~LOLOL~~

eh?? i tot i got one more pic of hamu dancing or shld i say swaying to the music?? LOLOL!~
damn funny!!! i bet she deleted it!!!
>.<

OH YA!
got tagged by maR!!!


Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own. Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up. Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have fun with it!


D for DENISE!!!


1. Four letter word - dark(??!!)

2. Boy name - danny(>.<)

3. Girl name - dineesha hahah...

4. Occupation - dentist

5. Colour - dark anything..e.g dark brown?? LOL!!

6. Something you wear - dress..(easy peasyy) HA!

.7. Beverage -diet coke

8. Food - dark choc!!! yuMM*melts*

9. Place - downtown east!!

10. Something found in bathroom - dove soap

11. Reason for being late -delayed flight

12. Something you shout -DAMN IT!!! >.<

13. Font - DotumChe

14. TV show - DEATH NOTE 1 AND 2 omg!!! i like this question!!! ASK ME AGAIN!!!!=DDDDD

15. Song Title - draw me close.

Now pass this braincracking quiz to 5 people.hahha lets seee

1.ANNA
2.stacy
3.yenny
4.gen
5.priscilla



quite alright!!! i like this quizzzz!!~=DDD




i wanna slam my head on the keyboard NOW

Saturday, October 11, 2008 at7:10 PM

today has been an awfully saddening,sucky and awkward day!!!

except for this morning's mentoring

I FIND IT FUN!!~with jamie!!=DD

we played sudoku,pictionary,basketball(haha,i tried my best t overcome my phobia of balls) and crossing the river!!!!LOL!~

FUNFUN!!~

probably the best mentoring session ever!!~

I MISS MY MENTEES alot,those p6 onesss!!!

as this is our last mentoring session with them

some of the mentees are damn cuteee!!!so small LOL!!

hahah...

andand my sis told me something interesting from her gp

hhaha,her grp of mentees so different from mine

mine more guai!!

SO to prevent writing the same thing as my sis

im going to kope from her latest post!~

heheheh*shows evil grin*

here it goes:



and theres something i wanna blog abt that saddened and angered me as well.today!

i find yenny very BRAVEEE!

wootss~ applause ppl!!

today is only games day since the p6 have alr finished their psle!

we were divided into grps

me with yenny and shuqing and my sis with jamie and othersand the games were sucky..==

so, i accompanied a mentee, windy ,to the toilet for fun and she told me quite a lot of stuff

and i realised how biased their stupid principal of their sch is!he actually told the class i was mentoring to hide in their classrooms when there are guests to the sch!!wth!



its a sad truth isn itand i was kinda pissed off la!! how could they do that!?actually the girls are not that bad,

i tried to talk to them and they are actually very guai lehh

is the guys la!!

today, wu chong actually threw the girl's waterbottle as if one would throw a ball la..and yenny tried to stop them..

LOLOL..first time i see her so fierce sia..normally she doesn seem to bother abt them..wootsss..

big achievement..

clap clap

and i was shocked by the colourful vocab of theirs..lol..



i wouldnt wanna name it out here

haha

omggg!!!=_="""

and the guy even slapped the girl la!!wth!!



and the best part is that the girl didn even provoke the guy la

what bothers me most is that the senor mentors didn even bother to help!

and of course..both of them fought and we pulled them apart la..omg!

behaving alr like gangsters at such a young age..haizz

kinda ssad for them..and was really shocked by their behaviour

actually if u talk to them nicely, they are nice too

outgoing bunch of kidss





yupp!!i koped almost the whole post from my sis's blog!!

it looks like that her grp is more interesting than mine LOL!

anyway windy also happened to see me and jamie during breaktime and we talked alot too

she told us abt the fight

we asked her y she beat the boy too

and she said "hao wan"(means fun)

and jamie was like saying"love ur enemies"

LOL!!!!

anyway, i also wished them all the best in their future endeavours and may them change for the better!!!

oh yA!!

and i would still like to congratulate my mentee for getting first prize for highest attendence rate!!!-_-

i don tink ill be seeing her again so i sure gonna miss her too!

D=





alright now ill blog abt the rest of my day

which is sucky alright..

-__-



u can skip this part,trust me it aint gonna be pretty



after we ate sushi and icecream in east point

we waited for so long for my father to fetch us

then my mother got so frustrated that we decided t go home first

we cabbed hm then when we reached hm for some time

my father called us to go down as he is alr downstairs

with his fren

then in the car it got super awkward as mummy is throwing some tantrums

such that she refused to ans watever daddy is asking her

wth

andand daddy's fren was like keep looking la!!!

wat the ****

he must be wondering wats wrong with our family

wth
and the tension bwt my father and mother became so great
that i felt like disappearing into thin air or either jumping out of the car
sucky
grrr
at least act a bit mah!!~
"dont wash ur dirty linen in public"
describes it all!~
then we went to another of my father's fren's hse
walao
their daughters were like damn spoilt la pls
slapping each other,cursing
and so damn noisy
and i felt so out of place
forcing myself to at least put on a smiling face
it totally sucks can
i hate acting and pretending like its so funny when its not la pls

so awkward

me and my sis were like some antisocial children

we kept super quiet

until we finally left their hse
pffts...


at least the day couldn get any worse


save me.

quite easily forgotten

Monday, October 6, 2008 at12:43 PM

i seriously didn expect that the world is so small
really
too small
such that by bloghopping
i had unexpectedly stumbled upon the blogs of many people whom i had once crossed paths with
my pae friends
rly super shocking
haha
and it brings back memories
i even saw my photo!!OMG!!
like what the..LOL!
ThIs WoRlD Is DaMn SmALl La PlS
its like everybody knows each other!!!!
hahaha

oh
watched PAINTED SKIN ytd
quite nice
zhou xun rly v pretty
nt bad la the show
at least better than eagle eye(my sis's recommendation)!!
hahaha

okok
shall stop over here. before i end
i wanna post sthing i saw in one of my (pae) friend's blog
which is quite true... LOL!
Take this:

Study = No fail-----1
No study = Fail-----2

1 + 2

Study + No Study = No Fail + Fail

(1 + No)Study = (1 + No) Fail

THerefore we can conclude that,

Study = Fail (QED)

LOL!!! HA!


=DDcool eh??

bye earthlings
(and i realise tt im blogging less frequently nowadaysss..zz)

what are angels made of

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 at1:11 PM

hi peepsss..
today is children's day!!!!
the day for you and ME to celebrate!!!!
hahahhaha
but i am sick !!!!T_T
down with flu,cough,sore throat and a slight headache
THANKS-_-
andand i hate medicine!!!
it makes me even more SICK!~
aw man!!
i WANNA GO OUT!~
T_T
to celebrate children's day
and tell me who's says laughter's the best medicine??
PS pardon my crapping,seriously

okok, ive got nothing much to blog about my boring life
everyday
wake up
watch tv
paint bag*not everyday*
eat lunch*practically just filling up my stomach*
watch tv
sleep
watch tv all the way up to 11
then back to slp again

yuupp
tts my boring routine
actually i quite enjoy such a lifestyle
cos im a boring person!!=DDD
.......
off to yasumimasho!!!!
jamata
see ya on the other side of the rainbow~
i hope i can go and watch CONNECTED later
-_-

and oh.
happy birthday PL!!!!=D