123th

philosophies!

THE BARBER'S PARADOX

In a village lives a barber who shaves all and only the people who do not shave themselves. So who shaves the barber? If he shaves himself, he does not; if he does not shave himself, he does.

this is a contradiction.
WHO CAN SOLVE THIS PUZZLE WILL HAVE A PRIZE!!
hahaha...
shall reveal the so-called answer in my next post!
hehes











today is a special day.


27th feb 2009


my first.
GOZEN ICHIJIHAN!
and my 2nd,3rd,4th,5th and 6th.

i can never forget this date.


haizzzz...impossible possibility.






glimmer of hope?


i'm stuck at this crossroad.
which way should i take?
right or left?


it's the end.
of one chapter of my life.
regrets, a little too many.
time, a little too cruel.
and yet, i'm holding on to this tiny, almost impossible ray of light.
although i was told otherwise, i try to continue to believe in miracles.
slimmer than slim chance.
it seem to really hurt deep down inside.
burning away.
ouch


in my own flawed way, i'm trying.
i'm flawed. not just imperfect.


fade away.
abyss.
ambiguity.
the key words for today.
ignorance seems to be more bliss than ever.






i am still ; know you are God.


my bloody valentine.

TIRED.but i seem to enjoy the tiredness.
PAIN.but i seem to enjoy the pain.
FEAR.but i seem to enoy the fear.

i'm a masochist.








i sound like some sadist=X
















illusions, sometimes, do too much harm.
falling into the cracks of the pavement.


heyhey!

i just came back from white sands!
i ate sushi from sakae!

andand while walking to the busstop, i saw daryl!
he looked really pissed cos he didn smile.only waved=.=
fierce sia.

yupyup, then after walking a few more steps, GUESS WHO I SAW>?????!!!

ITS KHIN MARMAR!!!!
AHHHHHHH
MY BMIC LAB INSTRUCTOR!!
yes marianne, ur relative!! HAHAs..
she walked straight past me and she didn even recognised me!!!
AHHHHHHH
trust me, i couldn't be wrong!
*jumps ard the room*
so happy.
i shld have called out to her!
but then was too stunned.HAHA



yupyup, white sands is one place where you can see teachers and friends so easily.=.=


ahhh.bmic was suckish. how could i be so careless.



andand my sis has just rubbed salt onto my bleeding wound or added oil to my raging fire.
andand not just any salt, ITS COARSE salt!!!OUCh.its burnin'!

thanks.=)


i did try calling out, but what came back was only my echo.


if this doesn't make your heart melt, seriously i don't know what does.



fatigue sets in,
draining up my last bit of energy, or rather to be more critical, my ATP.





lala land beckons.


just came back from lala land...






was finding nice songs..stumbled upon this...
kinda like it=)





the MV so grand!hahaha ..AND taylor swift so PRETTYY~


i'm surprised that u actually felt what i felt.

maybe if i don't say it, it will just fade away naturally
maybe if i keep it to myself, i can deny
maybe i think too much, just too much.
maybe you're right.




109th


the future: mirai

yes.its unpredictable.
sad.mixed feelings.
life is going to change.
for the better or for the worst.
i understand.
maybe we wont be that close anymore
but then again, u might have even better and closer friends
trust me!
but no matter what, you will always be in my prayers.
promise me you won't worry ya?
my lame friend.HAHA.



hitomi no naka no mirai!
the future in your eyes=)
yes,
SMILE!!!


how many rainbows have you seen in your lifetime?
start counting.






random randomness.


just reached home.
took 23 then 21,
was in 21 when this little primary sch girl came and sat opposite me.
she literally tore open her crackers and was startled by the noise created by it.
i looked up from my book
and she smiled.
didn anyone teach her not to smile at strangers?
well, obviously i smiled back.
then i went back reading my book, engrossed by its contents.
but each time i looked up, her smile became wider.
so sweet.
i have this urge to ask her for her name.
a peek at her schtag wrote" east (something something)"
i reckoned it's east view pri?
and when i was alighting, my bag tipped over slightly and she helped support it.
and smiled again.
i mouthed thanks.
what a nice innocent little girl.


so i said byebye after i left.
and saw her smiling face peering through the window(:



how i wish i can rewind time.i want to be small again.


too many unspoken misunderstandings.

tired.physically and mentally.


post is deleted.


post is deleted.


just ate dinner.



and.....HIATUS?

maybe not. denise has no mood to do anything.
it feels like something is missing.
and i cant seem to point out what is that.
maybe its hitoribia.



hitoribia: a disorder/phobia.
contagious and airborne
common symptoms:
-low self esteem
-one also tends to be very afraid of being left alone.



don't believe?
go wiki it.=)


i can't help it.
i tried.
you know?

i need to focus.


the truth is im not okay.
i'm trying.
real hard.
currently, degree of freedom=0
and it's tiring.
sometimes i just wish i had more freedom.
if only you all can grant me more.
i'm really at a loss now.
of what to say and what to do.
i wish to scream my head off.
or do something about my messed-up life.
i need assurance.
that after a deep sleep everything would go back to the norm.


so complicated!~



poor sissy.






IPPAI IPPAI NO NAMIDA


i guess i won't regret, right?


permutations and combinations

macspicy+chocolate pocky=hmm..
chocolate pocky+chilli sauce=hmmm
chocolate pocky+mayonaise+chilli sauce=HEAVENLY!!

HAHA.take that.


101 dalmations
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you


was pretty happy ytd because of many things!
but the following were the main reasons of my happiness!

1. met up with friends to buy formal wear! although i didn buy any, i bought a t-shirt! shall elaborate more some other day!

2. was surprised that my parents were no longer mad at each other when i met them in the evening ytd! in other words, they patched back!

3. did my french script!
AMANDA! i cant seem to type the french accents, so i cut and pasted!hahas


RECEIVED THIS MSG FROM LOO KUANG!
it goes like that:

Here is some moral support~!!!Can you feel it?

Even if the sky is dark, there will be light.
For every cloud, there is a silver lining.
So dont give up and push ahead.
I'll push you if needed!
Friends are always around! Like me!!


hahaha!yuuki! thanks a lot ya?
sure made my day=))))