now what do you have got to say?


好辛苦,真的好辛苦。

beneath the exterior,


i can't hold it in any longer.
the night's too long it's killing me.

it's really killing me. EVERYTHING.
i wish i could voice out, voice out to you and everything, but somethings just made it impossible to.
i really didn't think i'm that weak.
but now i really feel like giving up. i just wish i could close my eyes and everything would be over.

and now,
my project's yet to be done and you guys are making hell lot of noise here. is it my room or yours??
i spoke up. but you guys act as if i wasn't there.

i feel my life's in a mess.
who do i turn to?
please, Lord.
it's getting hard to breathe in here.

i can hardly concentrate on my PBL alrdy.
i'm not taking sides anymore.
you both are my parents, and we both are your daughters!
please dont talk bad about each other anymore and spare a thought for the both of us at least,
i really had enough.

TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY


I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong
I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

damn.


Denise is feeling frustrated.
Denise is feeling restless.
Denise is feeling half-hearted, or maybe only a quarter.
Denise is feeling angry.
Denise is feeling stupid.
Denise is feeling helpless.
Denise is feeling distracted.
Denise is feeling irritated.
Denise is feeling paranoid.


let's get down to business.


The king and the clown.
LEE JUN KI really looks like a girl in that show!
overall the show was nice yet very tragic.
It shows that some choices in life, once you make a wrong decision, you walk with it for life.

I think i make it sound boring-.-
but really, I think it's one of those thought-provoking shows.
okay, I better start doing work or i might get murdered by my groupmembers=X

自我安慰?


能够安全的度过每一天就是一种快乐。你,快乐吗?

it never was the same.


I PRAY FOR MY LOVE ONES TO BE HAPPY. VERY VERY HAPPY(:

then i'll be happy too.

我知错了。


我不是个好女儿。
任信的我一直惹你们生气, 也每次对你们耍脾气,
只有在需要你们的帮忙时,才跟你们好好谈。
对不起,因为我用了好久好久的时间才领悟到而感到对不起。

今天,爸爸又再唠叨了。 开始我觉得爸爸很烦,可是当爸爸说道,“我不管你们是否讨厌我,我觉得我做好自己当爸爸的本份,问心无愧就好了。我也不奢望我走了以后你们要天天想我,只要你们偶尔想起我,记得曾今有我这个爸爸,就够了。”

我停住了。
我不想他再说下去。
顿时间,我的心有如有一块很重的东西,随着我的心情就沉下去。
我觉得不管是过去还是现在我对我的父母都有一种亏欠感。一种不能弥补的亏欠感。

我对你们发过脾气,对不起。
你们对我唠叨,骂我,都是为我好。
我会学着提谅你们的。

(:

miracles. i believe in them.


Denise is prepared for the worst.
Denise will embrace what life has in store for her and make the best out of it.
Denise will pull through the remaining sems.
LET'S GO.

knock yourself out.


when everyone has forgotten,
when the world has forgotten,
and when you're the only one who remembers.
2 things;

firstly, it's a dream,
secondly, it doesn't exist.

i've become comfortably numbed, don't wake me.

heartbroken.


If you break me
I do not stop working
If you touch me
I may be snared.
If you lose me
Nothing will matter.

what am i?













i am losing it. so stop reminding me of it, please.

running away.


OWLCITY's songs are lovely. if you listen carefully to the lyrics, they are not your typical love songs. To me, a whole new feel to it.
in other words, one word to describe his songs: fresh.
or two, "fresh" and "light-hearted".
some of his songs are also very random; they leave space for imagination and gives one an alternative if you're tired of love songs about Prince charming or pretty boys.
(:

ONE SONG TO START WITH!

fireflies.
by owlcity.






oh credits to mary for intro-ing this song. (:

4th Oct.


HAPPY WORLD ANIMALS DAY! <3


together we'll make an effort to love and protect our planet's animals(:



PS:and no more shark's fin for me!

tsumari,


i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this
i have to do this.













alone.

i have to do this.


I JUST REALISED THAT THERE'S A SLICE OF CAKE NEAR THE BLOGGER LOGO.
hahas.




SUNG HA JUNG.





movie: ACCIDENT.


1/2 psychological, 1/2 thought provoking and there you have it.
but all i can say that it's definitely not a thriller.
hmm, if you are planning to catch it, i can tell you it's quite your typical type of chinese movie.
a little element of cognitive dissonance and paranoia,
besides that,
it's predictable, really.
and one more thing,it's one of the slowest moving movies you can find.
haha

THE RIDDLER.


What does man love more than life
fears more than death or mortal strife
What the poor have, the rich require
and what contented man desire,
What the miser spends and the spendthrift saves
And all man carry to their graves?

LIARGAME vs DEATHNOTE


" If you are a reader of both Death Note and Liar Game, the comparison between Akiyama Shinichi and Light is inevitable. The fact that they’re both geniuses who have run-ins with the Japanese legal system is grounds enough, really. Yet to be honest, despite Akiyama’s more dramatic entrance (as opposed to Light staring out a window in boredom), I found myself smitten to Light much, much earlier on in the series. Perhaps it was my initial skepticism and worry as to whether Akiyama=Neo-Light that forced me to take time to warm up to him, but when it came down to the initial response of “coolness factor”, Light’s far exceeds Akiyama.
But now, who do I like better? It would definitely be Akiyama, hands down. His scenes aren’t as epic or heart pounding as Light’s, but that’s a good thing to me. Remember the three clichés I mentioned earlier on in the post? Those are exactly the reasons why I find Akiyama a much more enjoyable character to be around than Light.

The best thing I like about Akiyama is his inner conflict, as opposed to Light. The latter has everything he could have ever wanted. Light wants to eliminate ’suffering’ in the world, but has he ever even experienced it (before the Death Note came into his hands, anyway)? If he had come from a broken family, witnessed a death that profoundly impacted his life or something of the sort, I could have sympathized more with him. Yet the fact remains that he’s a rich, spoiled child.


Therefore, in terms of depth, Akiyama outranks Light. He is not the stereotypical manipulative genius, yet neither is he the “jerk with a heart of gold”. He’s just a bit of both. As we know, he helped Nao save her teacher, even though he told her that “[he doesn't] have any noble motives like [sacrifice]“. Well, thank God! From that moment onwards, I never worried again as to whether Akiyama would turn out be a character similar to Light’s.


What made the story even better was the discovery of Akiyama’s past. Here is a character who knows suffering and a difficult life; Therefore, I at least could sympathize with his fate! Even now, I am not sure whether Akiyama’s manipulations were “justified” or whether he deserved to go to jail, but it does make for one hell of a story. To this moment, you can see that Akiyama is still pained over the loss of his mother (hence the desire to continue participating in the Liar Game), and he is still pained over his “past deeds”.


Light? He never doubts what he’s doing. I feel that people are mistaken when they say his original intention was to eliminate criminals. It really wasn’t. His method was to kill criminals (and eventually anyone who came in his way), but his original intentions were ALWAYS to “create an utopia and reign as God”. His failing wasn’t that he lost sight of his “noble” goal, but rather that he became too focused on it. In reality, the only people who I have seen clutch onto their ideologies with such steadfastness are those who are motivated by underlying, usually painful, and relevant personal experiences. And as I’ve established before, Light never had any such things.


Finally, the thing I like the best about Akiyama is that he doesn’t treat women like idiots. And nor would he go to such ridiculous lengths to rationalize or excuse murders.

Well, as Akiyama would say, Light experienced a huge case of cognitive dissonance. After killing a few “test” people and feeling remorseful and disgusted, how does Light react? Since he can’t revoke the deaths, the only thing he can do is justify them by changing his philosophy to include the reasoning “those who do bad deeds deserve to die”. And then act upon it.

Huh.

So I guess Akiyama has the last word, thank you very much."

QUOTED FROM : http://liargame.wordpress.com/2009/03/18/liar-game-vs-death-note-light-vs-akiyama/


i really enjoy reading this critic's comments alot.
though i'm a little puzzled why the comparison between Light and Akiyama and not L and Akiyama.
oh wells.
but for now, i can tell you that to me, liargame beats Deathnote two hands down! woots.

and for you jdrama fans out there, if you havent caught liargame yet, do catch it!
it's one of those witty, smart, sets-you-thinking shows, although the ending is a little repetitive and some parts are a little lame, but i think it's a good show nonetheless(:
andand one more thing,
i do not see why is Deathnote more famous than liargame though.
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