i feel so dead.


200th


tell me it's fate, isn't it?
(:


199th

OMG.
i so wanna watch this.
OMG.
my sister's keeper. official trailer.
OMG.
it' gonna be SO nice.
OMG.
there you go, the OFFICIAL trailer.

OMG.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdZZLdjBfCI


i know i said i'm on hiatus. HEH.
BUT COULDN'T RESIST PUTTING UP THESE VIDS.
OMG. this boy is a music prodigy.







if only he was my son.=X HAHA.


i'm outta here, people!
literally.
too much to say, so it's left unsaid.
HAHA.

so...... HIATUS! ( for-god-knows-what reason )
don't miss me!
i will be back i promise! and when i do, it will all be in a different light~


Sayoonara watashi no Hikari.

To Pamela,
I know that this has been very tough for all of us. Many times you beg me to give him up. But did it ever occur to you that I , too, have feelings? But now it doesn't matter anymore. I have thought about giving up and now have really given up, although with much reluctance. You asked me to imagine myself in your shoes, how about being in mine? I know you do love him, trust me, you won't lose him now, I promise. There must be someone willing to let go, and i'd rather that be me. May you both be happy and i wish you all the best in whatever you do.


Student Leadership programme~





okay , fine. i admit that i dragged Yenny to accompany me to this event all the way from pasir ris to JURONG EAST. Denise is hungry for seal points>.< PICSPICSPICS(:


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see? i told you he hates taking pictures
>.<
On the left is Jorvinn!!! the junior i was assigned to. He is damn cute!!! omgomg.and lookie! he's fascinated with yenny's psp=.=

yenny was assigned to two juniors! Sayee and Don. i was only assigned to one,Jorvinn! but he is really naughty. NO JOKE SIA.
the teacher even said, " eh jorvinn! don't bully jiejie ahh!">.<
4 student volunteers to many children, obviously we can't cope. and the main objective of this event was to "teach little monsters to take the public transport", as quoted from Yenny. and all of these children have disabilities.
Our juniors look really normal , but we've learnt that some of them suffer from learning disabilities. (and hyperactiveness=.=)





yenny covered her name, so it becomes jorvinn and me.HEH.













playing the poncho game from orientation. Don was like telling us in Chinese," Eh THIS GAME FUN MEH?"
-.-





YENNY missed out lots of details in her blog, so let me provide them (:

we gathered at jurong east mrt at 9.15, almost got lost, then after we were assigned our juniors , we head off to CCK mrt station to find more juniors=.=
and throughout the trip yenny was like " eh Denise! they all like same height as you ah!"
GRRR.
at CCK mrt station we played games and icebreakers, while jorvinn keep running off from the crowd. 3 times, even after the teachers scolded him.
and us being the "lucky" ones did the honour of running after them everytime. AND mind you, it's really tiring chasing them everytime.
Jorvinn kept stealing my phone to play games while Don kept asking to play BENTEN in Yenny's psp.
then finally , lunch came and Yenny had to run after Sayee all around Mcdonalds, with him buying food for the sake of buying, stealing things from other kids and refuse to give them back. and btw, Sayee can't sit still for more than 10 seconds straight.
while i had to run after Jorvinn who runs even faster each time everytime i called his name.=.=
but overall they are cute! innocent? well, maybe not. i overheard Don telling another student volunteer abt horny stuff >.<
and in macs, when we finally got them to settle down to eat their happy meals,
Jorvinn was like suddenly pointing to me and saying in chinese, " she has a boyfriend!!"
and i was like =.=
and Don said " so? can't last long de la.. sure break up de la"
and me and yenny was like diao..=.= and LMAO.
then they also bugged yenny, asking her if she has a boyfriend-.-
kids nowadays ......*shakes head*
yup, so the whole day was practically draining?and fun?
>.<
me and yenny also skipped our lunch, or rather i skipped mine.
but it was a good experience though, it was quite sad seeing those kids in wheelchairs at such a young age.
i suddenly felt fortunate and lucky to be me.(:
ANDAND i suddenly want a little brobro!!!
JORVINN so cuteeeee~ although he says he tao3 yan4 wo2 for god-knows-what reason......-.-
and i swear if i meet Jorvinn again , i will give him my pikachu soft toy!
HEE(:

give me a time machine and i want to be a kid again):
where everything is in black and white.
where trust is so easily earned.
where love ever seems so pure.
where life is ever so carefree~






















































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shinpai shi nai de,
jibun no seikatsu wa hitori ja nai,
watashi wa tomodachi to kazoku ga imasu.
dakara sabishii ja nai.
kimi wa?
kimi no seikatsu wa do?
yokatta ne?
taihen ne?
watashi, kimi honto ni daisuki,
demo futari wa totemo muzukashii,
kio tsukete, watashi no hikari, kimi wa takusan yuuki ga arimasu,
dajiobu desu yo,
wakaru?
gomen nasai.


亮的天在我想你转眼变黑夜.
i'm on my own now. but you are not.(:
watching many sad shows and tearing is my forte.






"i dont know how to love. i'm sorry."


last friends.
it's a damn sad show.
YOU should watch it.

to set you free, i have to make this heart stop.