it's the end.
of one chapter of my life.
regrets, a little too many.
time, a little too cruel.
and yet, i'm holding on to this tiny, almost impossible ray of light.
although i was told otherwise, i try to continue to believe in miracles.
slimmer than slim chance.
it seem to really hurt deep down inside.
burning away.
ouch


in my own flawed way, i'm trying.
i'm flawed. not just imperfect.


fade away.
abyss.
ambiguity.
the key words for today.
ignorance seems to be more bliss than ever.






i am still ; know you are God.