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i bathed with a beetle just now!
omg, freaky.
it had a strong will to live.

Beetles started falling from the ceiling.
One by one.
One by one.
One by one.
One by one.
One by one.

*Shudders*

Pain had a whole new definition.

Physical Pain.
Endorphin, the body's natural morphine, kicks in.
It brings you to a place far far away, whereby the pain can't reach you anymore.

i'm sorry. So so sorry. I don't know how to feel anymore.

endurance. Of the highest form.
mind over matter, i tell myself.

you said "we came into this world with nothing, and will leave with nothing."

After science, there's math!

insomnia is tiring. spent the first half of the night thinking of math equations, and the second half trying to sleep=.=

What exactly is happiness?
S.I unit?
well, "19 minutes" by Jodie Picoult has simplified happiness into a simple math equation:

Happiness=Reality/ Expectations
which to me, is extremely true.

the reciprocal of Happiness is Hope.

Hope= 1/ Happiness
so Hope = Expectations / Reality
how true is that?



well, here are some equations i had came up with
credits to my brain=)

jealousy= wants/ reality
(i like this one!!)

understanding= (communication+time + betrayals)/ secrets
(my sis gave the word 'secrets'=.=)


AHHH~ i can't think of many more already.
not in the right mood to blog now i guess.HAHAs






想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好象只有我疲惫

He saved others; himself he cannot save.

~matthew 27:42

Had this really interesting convo with Loo Kuang just now!

quite crappy actually!

We were debating a really weird topic : Are humans frozen?
him( the proposition) : semi-frozen
me ( the opposition) : NO

HERE IT GOES!

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
fine!
*clears throat*
ahhahahahahh
firstly, the human body is not solid, it is a mixture of solid, liquid and gas
SO, SINCE WE CONTAIN A MIXTURE OF LIQUID AND GAS TOO, WE ARE NOT FROZEN!
BUT HOWEVER,
SOLID DOESN MEAN TT WE ARE FROZEN TOO!
BECAUSE CAN THE HUMAN BODY MELT?
U DONT KNOW RIGHT?
LET ME ANS TT FOR U
NOPE
IT CANT
it can only BURN!
muahahahhah!!
so since the human body cant melt, it is NOT considered as frozen!
=O
=P
heeheee

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
hahas
done?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
NO LA!
thenthen

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
that was your first point, right?
here comes my rebuttal
okay?
-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
i thank the previous presenter for allowing me the chance to TYPE

that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
WHAT THE.....


-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
regarding yoor first point, we are a mixture, that's why we are not frozen 100%
we are semi frozen.
All solid are frozen as they become liquid at higher temperature.
We can melt.

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
NO WE CANTTT!!!!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
Our basic components are Carbon.
-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
dont cut in!
-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
Let me finish
=P
As long as Carbon creates an organic molecule that can H-bond, it will liquify.
And we dont hear humans liquifying, right
?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
yup

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
that's because once they are liquified, they cant talk, there's not evidence they were even there in the first place, so No one knows abt liquifing humans.
We are semi frozen
All solids are semi frozen..


-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
what the!!!!
omg
AHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
cause. the tempertaure we live in, is warm to us but cold to someone who lives near the sun..
So basically. All solid are frozen.
and we are a mixture, so We are not 100% frozen
but semi frozen
75% of our body is liquid, which leaves perhaps abt 20% as solid?
so we are therefore 20% frozen!
thank you
any rebuttals?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
YES!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
oh, nothing to say?
Speechless?
thanks
=P

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
WAIT LA!!!
-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
in contrary to ur point
-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
the one on anything tt as carbon will melt

Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
i said that our basic component is carbon.

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
it is impossible for the human body to melt
in fact, it is IMPOSSIBLE for anything organism to melt

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
as long as it creates a compound that can H-bond. it will be come liquid

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
anything organism?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
yes
It is impossible for the human body to melt. No organism, or anything with carbon in it, can melt.

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
i lifted this from this source!
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/At_what_temp_will_the_human_body_melt


-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
and why so?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
hahahahaha
hmmm
because at higher than high temperatures the human body only burns
and regarding ur statement on because they cant talk, so nobody knows abt it
how bout the witnesses??

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
and what happens to the gas? It becomes Saturated, right? IN between solid and gas, there's a state known as liquid. So there was a quick transition from solid to LIQUID to gas.
when i burns
*
the witnesses most likely melted too, This is due to the enviroment.
we share the environment
so people around will be affected.

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
what the....
that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
burning does not produce gas!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
it doesn't?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
its only the by pdt!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
when you burn paper what do you get?

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
it produces ash

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
carbon dioxide..

that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
abit onli!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
combustion produces CO2

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
ahhahahaahha

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
so it still produces!
And since there's a liquid state in between

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
and tts from a chemical rxn!
not a change of state!

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
There's a quick transition!


-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
nopenope
which part of burn do u not understand???

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
cause anything that can H-bond is able to liquify
search the term liquify
see what it means
there's a super power that is used to liquify stuff.
that's in heroes
So therefore with that we can liquify humans!
And = frozen
=P

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
u said we are frozen, well, we can still freeze tissues!
so we are not frozen!
andand

-->Loo kuang: Frozen LEY: INFPy, 114 IQ, 90EQ says:
cause they are a mixture.
we only call it frozen cause
people dont want to call moving things frozen

-->that girl<3. can you give me something to believe in? says:
heroes is a TV SHOW!!!

super long convo
BUTBUT I WON!
he's speechless=.=
HAHAs
crappy, i know!
weird debate!!! i know i know! ask lloyd lo!
take sides ppl! =PP

AHHH~
my throat so itchy!
if only i can stick a finger down to scratch=.=
HAHAs.





blessed be the name of the Lord! *goes high*\m/ omg my sis is so gonna kill me(:

tired.
had the whole day of SLP today.
strengthfinder
well, it was quite fun.


tired of posting emo posts
and tired of having emo thoughts
>.< maybe i should keep them to myself. For once(:




anyway, learnt a new word today! from matthew.HAHAs

precocious
:exhibiting mature qualities at an unusually early age.

what can i say? LOL
a new word added to my dictionary.






let's just leave it.shall we?

ITS RAINING HEAVILY OUTSIDE AND EVERYWHERE'S REALLY DARK!
AND WORST STILL! U'RE ALONE AT HOME!!

what will you do?

great, i'm facing this situation now=.=
like duh, i'm smart enough to not switch on the TV.
especially channel u.
they're promoting some really scary horror movies during this period of time.
e.g shutter, the unborn.....
scary movies every fri.
great idea sia....
what the...
well, who knows? i might just catch this week's horror movie this fri. THE UNBORN i think.
as far as i know, horror movies help keep me distracted. they help neutralise sadness.




oh well, it's back to my world of books(:
cause must return tmr!!
ahhh~

the four colour theory states that in a map, you will never need more than four colours, and in that figure, there will never be two same colours sharing the same border!


i've tried it myself! and amazingly IT WORKED!!



my 4 colours are green, red ,yellow and blue!

HAHAs. ok, maybe i'm a little too free (:

HI PEEPS!
let's put away all emo stuff at the moment ya?

at a bookstore at changi airport yesterday, i have discovered this REALLY interesting math book!
it's called 'think like a math genius'.
and i found this section whereby you can calculate the day from the date=)

just imagine, when your friend asks you like" eh, what is the day on 23 may 2011?"
you don't even need to wait for the calendar, because with only a series of codes, which i plagarised from the book, i can easily tell you that the date falls on a monday!
hard to believe?

fret not, i'm here to share with u the secret of this so-called theory allowing you to calculate any day from 2000 to 2020 just by knowing the date and a series of codes!


to begin, we need to know the codes for the days of the week, preeeeeetty easy aye?
monday-1
tuesday-2
wednesday-3
thursday-4
friday-5
saturday-6
sunday-7 or 0


next here comes the code for the months of a year which i have already committed them to memory=)

jan-6
feb-2
mar-2
apr-5
may-0
june-3
july-5
aug-1
sept-4
oct-6
nov-2
dec-4

in short, just rmb 622503514624.

however, there are certain exceptions to it, the exceptions only occur in a leap year!
in a leap year, jan-5 while feb-1

leap years are 2000, 2004, 2008, 2012, 2016, 2020!

next! the part which i plagarised from the book.heeeheee

2000-0
2001-1
2002-2
2003-3
2004-5
2005-6
2006-0
2007-1
2008-3
2009-4
2010-5
2011-6
2012-1
2013-2
2014-3
2015-4
2016-6
2017-0
2018-1
2019-2
2020-4

at this moment, dont faint.
HAHA.

yuppy, after knowing all the codes,

the golden formula is
month code+date+year code= DAY!

one example! let's try the today's date!
today is 9th march!

month code for march is 2
so,
2+ 9+ 4(the code for 2009 is 4)= 15

since the days of the week repeats itself,
we take 15-( the highest multiple of 7 that cannot exceed 15)=

15-14=1
since mon-1,
TODAY IS A MONDAY!!!!

another example, let's try 1st march 2009

2+1+4=7

7 ,according to our codes, is A SUNDAY!!

last example, let's try a harder one!
21 apr 2010

5(month code for apr)+21+5( year code)=31
31-(highest multiple of 7 that cannot exceed 31)=
31-28=3

wed-3
SO ITS A WEDNESDAY!!!

quite easy right?
with this u can calculate your birthdays, special occasions without the use of a calendar!
NOW HURRY THANK ME THANK ME!!!

HAHA.lol
get those brain juices flowing peeps!












is it right to end a cycle of pain if it opens a new cycle of pain?

something is telling me that this is wrong.
i need to isolate myself.
and i will.
selective media?
books and more books to distract myself.

i don't know what to do.
i am at a loss.
i need books to distract me.

THE BARBER'S PARADOX

well, Daryl got it half right i guess..but his answer a little too vague=)
but then he said he doesn't want any prize
HAHA
oh wells
what can i say...humble daryl! HAHAHA!

On the face of it, the puzzle at the centre of the barber paradox may not seem too hard to fathom.

A scenario that at first glance looks plausible quickly collapses into contradiction.

the innocent-looking job description( a man who shaves all and only the people who does not shave themselves) is in fact logically impossible, since the barber cannot, without contradicting the description of himself, belong either to the group who shave themselves or to the group who do not.A man fitting the description cannot logically exist.

so, there is no such barber! paradox solved.
(QED)
hahahahah!


SUSPECT X IS FABULOUS!
perfectly planned out plot!
LOVE the opening!
a physicist vs. a mathematician
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
I LIKE YUKAWA professor=)))
damn cool!


now, a question to ponder over:
which is more challenging?

To create an unsolvable question or to solve the unsolvable question?

omoshiroii desu ne..(interesting, ain't it?)
my sis says its the former
while i chose the latter.






ax^2 + bx + c =love?
LOL.

130th


streptococcus.
throat's burnin.
feels scritchy and scratchy.
the soreness, it's killing me.
i can feel a fever coming.
me burnin away....


it's time to remaster the skill of the rubik's cube.
I WANT TO LEARN SPEED CUBING!
somebody! teach me how!
ah hah!
marianne sensei!
heehee




how much longer will this keep coming stronger?

sweetness. the type that warms in your heart like hot marshallows in caramel.

yes, that's exactly what i'm talking about.(:

the 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th, and 11th.

guess what?
IM GOING OUT.

just came back from lala land.to reality.
and what's the time now?
11.54a.m.
and i haven't eaten my breakfast!


mummy says she doesn't want me to go out today, not even downstairs.or blahblah
which means it's another stay-at-home-the-whole-freaking-day day.
i didn complain, mind you. (only over here.HAHAs)
then she says after that go and buy lunch for myself and meimei.
this is a contradiction.




trust,
go figure.
*sighs*

cover my eyes and pretend i'm blind.
cover my ears and pretend i'm deaf.
almost impossible.






















i pray that this is not what i'm thinking.

124th


question of the day: are your dreams in black and white? or do they have colours?


















dreams are great, but reality is fine too i guess.

biography .

Denise . <3.
me, i, myself .

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