Wednesday, August 5, 2009 at9:35 PM
I AM TIRED OF BEING TIRED AND SICK OF BEING SICK.
while i'm here trying to figure out how i go about doing work,my sis is seeing some guy's blog-.-
anyway, i just feel like ranting on and on about everything. sometimes i just feel like screaming my lungs out and emptying all the residual air in it. i'm just so fed up about nothing that it keeps irritating me. No doubt, it irritates the people around me too. my sis just went" shut up and stop acting like a spoilt kid.-.-"
but it's really getting to my nerves. maybe it's when you dont have enough sleep, you act like that.
whatever the reason, i just need to rant a bit now, before lose my sanity.
FIRSTLY, DAMMIT. ive got school tommorow. how great. when everyone else doesn't. best still, ive got test! FRENCH TEST. the horror. when the teacher lets us listen to the radio, i could hardly even make out what they're saying. it's really like greek. i just dont get it and whenever i think about it, here comes the jitters.OH OH and
next next week is gonna be even greater. ORAL EXAM. *sky falls* ORAL EXAM NOT FOR ENGLISH OR CHINESE, but for french. Z O M G. now i regret.
SECONDLY, I MIGHT NOT and most probably will not have the time to watch "UP" with my friends on saturday. TOO RUSH. great, just realised that my saturdays are usually gone due to guitar lessons. i took music not for my own interest actually and now, i hope i'm starting to cultivate this tiny wineey little bit of interest. But even if i try so hard, i usually panic at the last moment and there goes my efforts. sometimes i feel like giving up. nothing is worth it anymore. THIS SUCKS.
i feel like crying.
