i just realised my resolutions sorta clashed.-.-
how can i aim to be happy and carefree at the same time, work very hard?
=.=
oh wells.
2009 has been a year of extremes.
2 ends of the curve.
both another-level of happiness and one litre of tears.
i hope and pray that 2010 will be a better year for me, and for all my love ones.
yes, i've lost someone whom i really liked very much this year, but "lost" as in not literally.
but i've gained many many friends.
2009 has been a year of fear, hardships, love,joy and sadness.
a spectrum of emotions.
and i just thought back and realised that i've cried alot in 2009, some because of work, my course, friends, and my love ones.
of course, there are happy times. those i really really treasure.
somehow i'm quite sure those times wont come again in 2010.
but knowing you're happy now, at least i know i didnt make the wrong decision.
and the previous post, upon rethinking, i dont think it's true. cause i wont break the promise made to myself.

okay, hello 2010, here i come(: