i'm so stressed up.

when the rubber band stretches too much, it breaks.
i'm that rubber band trying to keep everything in control.

what parents say about they love both children equally no matter how they try to make it look as though it's true, they can't.
they say, but talk is cheap.
i know they try very hard but it seems to be not the case, not at least if you're the kid.
i dont blame them because it is inevitable but i just feel so indignant.
why?
WHY???

i did voice out. i tried sms-ing them. i tried talking to them. but they said understand them.
well, i tried, but who understands me?
isnt it supposed to be a two-way approach?
how come its not the case?
i give up. i keep it to myself.