压力大到我快要崩溃了。什么都记不起来。快要疯了。。。真的很怕很怕达不到自己的要求,怎么办?


我竟然读书读到哭了。是压力让我会这样吗?我不知道,也不想知道。一直不能控制自己会去想别的东西。be strong D, push on.


Sigh. My insecurities and worries are gna get the best of me someday.


人说谈感情先认真的就不会赢。


一点魔力陪我挨过着难过的早上。 (:
 http://youtu.be/pNs6YBM-uRk


I don't know why exactly I will feel this way. Maybe this only gives me a fake sense of security. I don't know. I thought I'll find back myself this way, but I seem to be going further from what I hope to find.


Screwed up feelings. Screwed up life.


Maybe all I want to do is break free.


woke up to guilt eating me inside out.


给你的爱一直很安静


给我一个理由放弃,那么爱我的你。给我一个理由忘记,当时做的决定。


Nothing to lose and everything to prove.




  • 爱像风中的风筝,有翱翔的旅程, 而被遗忘的是那些放开手的人. 不会残忍, 也不会难以割舍. 而被遗忘的是,我这放开手的人.                        


  • Everything's so warped and wrong


    Sometimes, a year is too long and I can't wait.


    it rly scares me how much I want to forget you.


    Today was a rly long day. Just ended sch. 只能用工作让自己不要想这样多。yes, I can keep doing this. 只要不去想你我什么都做。felt a weird sense of happiness, 快乐又孤单,but at least I won't think of doing stupid things that it's not me.


    When sch's over and everything has ended, I start to think of you again.


    Maybe I won't mind you finding someone who gives you comfort. I don't care what my heart tells me to do anymore. All I know is I want you to feel less hurt.


    I don't know what im doing with my life anymore. It's so scary that I'd give anything to forget you now.


    我后悔了。


    不够。真的不够多。


    为什么要这样残忍?


    我还是选择相信你会没事。只要你没事,我什么都肯做,只求你会平安快乐,那我也会活得好好的,也会试着让自己没事。


    In danger of thinking too much again....