the truth is im not okay.
i'm trying.
real hard.
currently, degree of freedom=0
and it's tiring.
sometimes i just wish i had more freedom.
if only you all can grant me more.
i'm really at a loss now.
of what to say and what to do.
i wish to scream my head off.
or do something about my messed-up life.
i need assurance.
that after a deep sleep everything would go back to the norm.