Saturday, December 12, 2009 at11:41 PM
i wrote that not to let you feel that you're sorry.
it's just that they gave me a talk today.
they believe that I won't do that, but i think i disappointed them.
but i do not regret my actions, it's not because what they say doesn't matter but it's because you matter just TOO much.
So YOU, don't feel sorry because i'm not regretting it.
today had family gathering with the relatives of my paternal side.
it's been long since i saw my cousins.
we talked about games and it was quite fun bahs
just that talking about you sort of became a taboo topic.
i don't know if nic felt the same,
but i felt that it was purposely avoided and it was an uneasy feeling.
my heart aches. ;(
me no like it.
