Saturday, January 9, 2010 at7:14 PM
honestly, i really don't like them teasing me with E.
i feel so uncomfortable yet i can't do anything abt it.
damn sian.
urgh. i've been thinking of a way out but there seems to be none.
=((
sometimes, i wish i wasn't treated so nicely. deep down, i'm afraid.
today, i made a lot of mistakes during the open house. said alot of things wrongly.-.-|||
now vvv tired.
re-enacting some scenes in my head, i still feel kinda disturbed.
and i heard something i dont wanna hear today.
kinda just adds to my sadness + uneasiness.
urgh. now i just feel so stupid and empty.
waiting for nobody at the bustop. when i know i shouldn't.
stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid
I've made a promise with myself; i don't want to like anyone until uni. and i will keep it. i'll make sure.
