i think i might have an inferiority complex.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 at10:25 PM
eff it la. i stayed up all night just to learn ipt and mct.
but when the time comes, my mind just had to go blank and i couldn't rmb anything.
i felt so sucky while doing the paper. i forced myself to recall. but it was as if i've nvr read before. i just couldnt rmb.
and i told Ms Chua the wrong drug. biggest. most unforgivable mistake ever.
she has really high expectations of me , and so must be disappointed in me. very.
i tried so hard. yet, i failed. why i dont understand. and she is really spamming me with questions. questions which i can't answer.
yes, i cried. while on the way home. really felt so sucky and such a failure. because of that, and Something else.
haiz. life suddenly seem bleak.
i must be really tired. staring at the screen makes the words shake. o.0
