Sunday, October 13, 2013 at2:10 AM
Feelings of sadness converted to hate. I wished I was more. I wished I could do more. much more than now. I chose not to fight for you. I chose this. what have I done? Could I have done this differently? I have never felt so lost before. Feelings of guilt coming back to haunt me. feelings of guilt when you hurt yourself. feelings of sadness and heartache. feelings of hatred that maybe if I chose a different path you would be happier. its so overwhelming yet I cant do anything.
