Monday, December 30, 2013 at12:57 PM
真的很痛。everytime I wake up its a torture. A torture to face reality again. Esp if I dream of you, my heart will hurt twice as much. Maybe I have no rights to scold you because I'm feeling the same too. Feeling like hurting myself to find an escape, but I just dont have the courage to do so. All I can do is sleep the pain away. But sleeping becomes v painful when I start dreaming of you. When I start hearing your voice. So torturous to wake up. I wished i'd nvr had to wake up.